MsMaJiK

Hi!

I started another new blog if you want to follow. I think I’m done starting new ones. Plus my user name is Howdy!

Howdy.tumblr.com

I have been getting a ton of new followers here …

Not sure why! I haven’t written in this blog in months.

Anyhow - if you want to really follow me you can find me at melsreality.

I haven’t posted on this blog in forever

Looks like I lost over 60 followers since I last logged on.

Hi everyone!! :)

momof3boysplusaman replied to your post: Truthful Tuesday - The Rock Bottom Edition

Hang in there sweet girl! You will make it thru, keep fighting even when you feel like giving up. Life isn’t always rainbows and unicorns unfortunately, keep on trudging thru until you find your happy place again. Big squeezes to you! K

Thank you and you are right. I will find that place again. I have no doubts - just going to be a bit of a struggle.

I think I sent someone the wrong link

Oops - I can’t remember who - but if you get there and it’s not me then shoot me another message. It was not on purpose.

Truthful Tuesday - The Rock Bottom Edition

Last night I feel I hit rock bottom on this roller coaster I have been riding. I might hang here for a minute - but I am for sure at the bottom.

It is time to slowly work on that climb back up. In part of doing this I am killing this blog. I am not leaving tumblr. I am starting over and doing things fresh. I have started a new blog. I am not making the blog public. I need a place to safely talk, vent and work myself through all of this. This blog might not be a happy hunky dory place for a while, though there will be times for that.

If you are truly a friend and want to support me send me a message and I will link you to my new blog. If you are just here to comment on pictures and wait for an SST, then don’t bother. As this blog will not be like that. No SST, no crying out for attention. I am not looking for that anymore.

I am a strong person and I will get through this mess I have created. To those that choose not to follow my new blog - goodbye! It has been nice knowing you all, but it is time for me to move on.